Here comes the mental roller coaster no one tells you about & the top 5 head case questions you will ask yourself

I'm just over week two and I'm really starting to feel the pinch  

Here we go again here comes the emotional roller coaster that comes with prepping that no one tells you about..

Last competition I was by myself flying across Australia and this year I will driving all across NSW for my job as ATP Science

What to expect on the emotional roller coaster.. 

Firstly the start of the week you feel pretty motivated to you get the job done and train hard.. then towards the end of the week you start to feel 

really tired

blank

agitated very easily

or

really tired..

That’s how im feeling at the moment and no one around me gets its and I have no one to bounce off which makes it so much harder 

Some people say its hard prepping with your partner I actually think its harder prepping single

Here is the top 5 questions you will ask yourself about a million and one times while prepping 

1. Am I going to be good enough and lean enough to be on stage?

2. Do I really want to do this? why am I doing this?

3. I dont feel any learner I really don't want to get my skins done on the weekend! 

4. I'm so tired I don't feel like going to the gym and lifting stupid weights, do I have to go? 

5. I still have x amounts for weeks left no one will notice if I pull out now

It's not all bad but the struggle is real..