My 15kgs Fat photo and proof I wasn't born with a 6 Pack... Facing my fears on this one

I'm not going to lie it does get a little frustrating when people say yeah you were born with abs and my hard work gets discouraged because people thing I have it easy...

Im up at 5.30am doing a hour cardio then coming back and training at night plus having my diet and hormones as best I can..

Post comp I bounced back like a bitch and it wasn't from eating junk food my hormones and metabolism was shot and my body and going on a roller coaster which happens to nearly every bikini competitor..


This taken a week
before comp

This is a reality.. everyone wants to be a bikini competitor but no one realises the post comp mental and physical battles you face which is 50 times hard then prepping...

This is what happens to majority of competitors
Hormones - Shot
Metabolism - Shot
Weight - 10 - 15kg easy
Mental health -  Depressed
physical health - All over the place


This was taken 2 months post comp




Im lucky I had ATP science that fixed my hormones thats why I love them so much and moved to Sydney for them is because they fixed my body and I am forever grateful..

I have to work my ass off to work off the 15kgs my body did not want to let ago and the struggle was real...  



This was taken two weeks ago