It is really worth it?

Mid way through prepping your mind starts to doubt your decision to compete and you will constantly ask yourself

Is this really worth it?

Do I really want to compete?

Does standing on stage for the 20 minutes really worth 20 weeks of this?

I'm not going to lie I'm so stubborn determined and once I commit to something it's go time.. But honestly I keep questioning this comp and if my heart is really into it..

7.00am - 8.00am I'm doing 1 hour fasted cardio
10am - 7.30pm Im working at my job
8.00pm - leave for the gym
10.30pm I'm getting home and eating dinner..


My passion isn't wanting to be a body build or compete overseas and I couldn't care less about the Facebook attention you will get a week or two after.. Blah Blah Big deal!!

I chose to compete because I wanted to set and example for my clients and to show people that I can change and transform my body and how I fixed my body from my 15kg bounce back to being back to normal...

Do I really need to stand on stage when I already feel like i have won??

For the first time ever I actually really don't know